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noxguard:

Oh, I think I do.  I have my reasons and I don’t expect you to understand.

Y-eah, no.  Sob stories are a dime a dozen around here, kid.  Everyone has some kind of shitty tale to tell.  There’s no point.  That life is gone now.  However good or bad or indifferent, it doesn’t matter anymore.  You’ve just got to start counting the days from here on out.

You’ve gotta face facts.  Even if it isn’t a demon the first time, it will be at some point.  There’s no avoiding it, that’s why you’re here.

I’d probably understand better than you know. But I’m not going to beg. 


I know that, but tha - you’re really thick headed aren’t you. Fuck all, I’m just saying it’s obvious you’ve got your own set of daddy issues, so if you ever wanna swap shit stories I’ll listen. Sometimes it’s just good to get off your chest isn’t it. Whatever, I’ll shut up. 

I know that it’ll happen eventually, and I don’t have any fantasies about how it might happen or any of that shit. But damn you’re helpful in making a girl feel like she can forget about the shit. Even just for a minute. 

noxguard:

It’s who I have to be.

Yeah, well.   No one quite expects The Nox.  It’s something that just happens to you, for whatever reason.  Sure, whatever, your business is your business.  I don’t need to hear your ‘for the record’.  Whatever happened in your life, then you can keep that to yourself.  Because it doesn’t matter what I say, you’re gonna turn it around and just throw it back anyway.

And if you think you’re the only one who lost their dreams, think again.  You aren’t the only one here.  You weren’t the only one to… Lose things. 

You don’t have to be anything.

Yeah, no shit right? I don’t mean what happened in my life, I mean if you want to sit down and have a pow wow about our sob stories sure it’d be nice to have a friend in this place, but you don’t seem the sharing type. I meant the… Status of… my… Things that I don’t want to go around saying. 

And when did I say that? This place seems like the center of dream sucking, all lost dreams come here. My only dream now is that some demon doesn’t want to make me his bitch. Kinda sad. And I sure as shit ain’t sayin’ other people don’t have it worse…